Maybe this is true of all chronic illnesses, but at least with my MS, there is no getting better. There is only acclimating better. Adjusting to your new norm. The symptoms remain but I get better about managing and masking them. I still don’t want this to be a part of my identity. I don’t want to have to explain it to anyone. Honestly, I just want to disappear and tried to capture that feeling exploring painting digitally. Any structure or vision of my life is fading and it's a fog of potential.
My MS Mood
